Bubblegum Smiles.

music maniac

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HELLO HUMANS/ALIENS :D

Basically I'm just a movie,music,drama,cartoon, documentary, reality show and song maniac!!! I love listening to songs and music everyday and I love movies,documentaries,cartoons,reality shows and dramas to the max! Oh and before I forget,I love reading,writing,drawing,cooking,smiling, laughing, swimming,being funny,making people laugh,cracking lame jokes,making new friends,history,geography,English, science and taking pictures too!

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I LOVE SINGING
I LOVE LAUGHING
I LOVE MY VOICE
I LOVE CHOIR
I LOVE MUSIC

I LOVE SPONGEBOB <3

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I love singing and nothing can crush my passion for it! I also love music and it's in my soul!
I hope to have an amazing voice,probably in my next life. I wish to inspire others to sing as well,with love and passion.
I'm a very passionate person and I love life. I live life happily everyday with a positive attitude.
No matter what good or bad things happens,I will always stay happy. :)




Singing Soul

The Stage is my World.
The World is my Stage.

Name : Siu Hui

♥a.k.a Granny or Siusiu
♥a.k.a Gramps or Grandpa
♥a.k.a Siumai or Siu Ni De Tou!
♥ Status : Single & Unavailable
SINGING,my Forte
LAUGHING/SMILING,my Love
I Can Never Stop Laughing :)
Extremely Contagious Laughter
Laughing keeps me going in life.
♥ILoveMy Voice(:
Crazy & Happy 14!!!
♥ Taurus
17th May 1995,my BIG day.
Turning 15 in 2010
Sembawang Primary School
1A,2A,3E,4B,5C,6C
Woodgrove Secondary School
1E3'2008,2E3'2009 <3
3E3(D&T)'2010 <3
Woodgrove Choir'SopranoONE
SOPRANO is LOVE
♥ Choir Singing <3
Singing is my Talent (:
Passionate Singer <3
♥ A Good & Loud Voice <3
♥ Choir Songs,Opera Singing ♥
Laughter is my♥ Medicine
Singing is my ♥ Passion
Music is my Love/Passion
ALL Instruments are ♥ Loved
♥ Piano,Harp,Violin,Guitar
♥ Clarinet,Flute,Oboe,Bassoon
♥ Viola,Cello,Double Bass
Western Orchestra ♥
Chinese Orchestra ♥
♥ Instrument Ensembles
♥ Fusion Music ♥
Strings,Brasses,Percussion,Wood Winds are Loved.
Classical&Symphony Music
Reading & Writing
Hidden Talent : Music/Writing
Interest : Photography

OBSESSION : SPONGEBOB



Loved Ones

I cherish the people around me! All the good memories will never be replaced. Family and Friends are the BEST!

♥♥♥ Mum & Dad!!! ♥♥♥ <333
♥♥♥ Cousins!!! ♥♥♥ <333
♥♥♥ All Family Members <333
♥♥♥ 1E3,2E3 Bananas <333
♥♥♥ WGS Choir <333
♥♥♥Choir Mates/Clique <333
♥♥♥Soprano Section <333
♥♥♥Alto Section <333
Bryan Cousin
Brandon Cousin
Amanda Cousin
Jonas Cousin
Benjamin Cousin
HuiZhi Buddy

Franks Forever :

1) Zi Jin (Grand Daughter/Laughing Partner)
2) Lan Dai (Grand Daughter/Mate)
3) Benjamin (Laughing Partner/Grandson Bitch)

Megan Grand Daughter
Landai Grand Daughter
Bronte Grand Daughter
ZiJin Grand Daughter/Mei
Yiwei Daughter
Jia Hui Grand Daughter
Benjamin Grandson Bitch/Laughing Partner
SiewPeng Grand Daughter
Kellyn Grand Daughter/Mei
Liwen Grand Daughter
Katherine Mei
Kathleen Grand Daughter
Yi Suan Grand Daughter
Jamien Bless Friend
Nivi Laughing Partner
Queenie Shittie
Shu Yi Siaosiao
Fatin Daughter/Junior
Clarissa Mei
WeiJun Grandson
Pei Ling JieJie
Yvonne Bestie
Charmaine Bestie
Jia Le Patrick

ALL MY FRIENDS!



Loves

♥Life! <333
♥Inspiring people and words!
SINGING!!!! <333
♥Inspiring Singers!
♥Talented pop singers!
♥Singers on YOUTUBE!
♥ALL TALENT/SINGING COMPETITIONS!
♥Young talented singers!
♥amazing voices!
SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS
♥Rin on the Rox(on youtube)
Cartoon Voice Actors and Actresses
ALL CARTOONS!!!
♥Family Guy
♥The Simpsons
♥Choir Concerts!!!
♥Choir Songs(Any language)
♥Classical Music
♥Techno Music(Depends)
♥Talented Musicians
♥Talented Singers
♥Talented Composers
♥Talented Conductors
♥Instrument Players
♥Inspiring Music
♥Relaxing Music
♥Exciting Music
♥Touching Music
♥Calming Music
♥Scary Music
♥Happy Music
♥Sad Music
♥Mood Creating Music
MUSIC
♥Country Singers/Songs
♥Pop Songs
English Songs
♥Korean Songs
♥Korean Singers
♥Guy & Girl Bands
Japanese Songs
♥Japanese Singers
♥Chinese Songs(Some)
♥Japanese Horror
♥DOMOKUN
♥Peace and Quiet
Writing Essays
Reading
Writing Compositions
Writing Argumentative Speeches
♥Having Fun
♥Funny Stuff
♥Childhood Days
♥PrimarySchool Days
♥Being Happy
♥Funny Animals
♥Cute Animals
♥Watching TV
♥Watching Documentaries
♥Learning History
♥The Amazing World
♥The Amazing Universe
♥Talented People
♥Watching movies
♥Watching Videos
♥Watching concerts
♥listening to Music
♥Perfume!!!
♥Soft Toys!!!
♥FBT shorts
♥New stuff
♥Clothes!!!
♥Personality Quizzes
♥Online Surveys
♥Surfing The Net
♥Secondary School Days
♥Sec school friends
♥Comedy&Horror
♥ComedyMovies/Shows
♥Funny Jokes
♥All Funny Stuff
♥LAUGHING!
♥Home&Health Channel
♥Discovery Channel
♥National Geographic Channel
♥Science Channels
♥History Channel
♥Channel 8 and 5
♥Singapore Dramas
♥Animal Planet
♥Bio Channel!
♥Cartoon Network
♥Nickelodeon
♥Disney Channel
♥HongKongStars
♥Hong Kong Movies
♥Holly wood Stars
♥Holly wood Singers
♥Hong Kong Singers
♥Hokkien Songs
♥Cantonese Songs
♥Taiwanese Stars
♥Taiwan Dramas
♥Having Fun
♥Listening to Songs
♥Slacking
♥Relaxing
♥Chatting
♥Almost everything & anything!



- Hates -

COCKROACHES!!!
INSECTS!!!
Korean Dramas!
Sembawang Primary
Primary school memories
pain
Miss Thia(WGS)
fucked up teachers
biased teachers
Chinese
bad people
homework
exams
meaningless projects
liars
Being left out
Irritating people
Proud people
Immature People
selfish people
people who constantly gives me trouble
flirting
Quarrels
Fights
bad attitude
smoking
drinking
gambling
drugs
betrayers
show-off people
biased people
late people
disgusting people
friend snatchers
Hypocrites
insults
discrimination
humiliation
betrayers
fake friends
fake personalities
hurtful words
Noisy Places
Messy Places

but who is perfect anyway?



More About Me

♥Friendly&Smiley(:
♥ContagiousLaughter(:
♥Happy&Cheerful(:
♥LOVES singing(:
♥Excellent at Counselling(:
♥Good Speaker(Not Public)
♥Easy-Going(:
♥Fun&High(:
♥Sincere(:
♥Encouraging(:
♥Matured(:
♥Positive&Optimistic(:
♥Passionate(:
♥Appreciative(:
♥Easily Contented(:
♥Helpful&Caring(:
♥Loves to LOL(:
♥Loves to go Hyper&Crazy(:
♥Loves Crapping&Joking(:
♥Crazy & Random(:
♥Determined(:
♥Hardworking & Lazy(:
♥100% Approachable(:
♥MildTempered&Un-Fierce
♥Un-Nasty&Nice(:
♥Good-Attitude(:
♥NoHatred(:
♥Humble(:
♥Understanding(:
♥Patient(:
♥TrustWorthy&Un-Moody(:
♥Shy&Quiet(:
♥FickleMinded):
♥Sensitive):
♥A Little Emo):
♥Negative Sometimes):
♥EasilyDiscouraged):
♥Easily Sad):
♥CriesEasily):
♥Tactless(sometimes)

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Choir Singers & Songs

Angelis
Vox Angeli
Andrew Johnston
Charlotte Church
Les Choristes
Libera
Oliver Putland
Angel Voices
The Choir Boys

Angelis - Pie Jesu
Angelis - O Holy Night
Andrew Johnston - Pie Jesu
The Choir Boys - Pie Jesu
Bin Nam Ma
Sin Sin Sibatu Manikam
Credo
Ubi Caritas
Ave Maria
苗家少女
White Horses
月娘啊,请你跟我说!
Eric Whitacre - Sleep
Eric Whitacre - The Seal Lullaby


Random Shit

  • massive passion for singing
  • expresses myself best by writing
  • loves flying on airplane!
  • laughing maniac
  • movie maniac
  • song maniac
  • music maniac
  • loves traveling
  • bookworm ; avid reader
  • loves all knowledge
  • loves English,Science(Biology),Literature, History & Geography
  • interest in cooking,drawing and photography
  • good writer
  • loves beauty and fashion although not obsessed with it. it's inner beauty that matters.
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    Posted on : Sunday, December 27, 2009 @ 5:19 AM

    Hey guyz! I'm back posting.
    Sorry for the messy tagboard!!!

    Well anyway I shouldn't even let haters affect me!
    haha! :D well I'm currently watching Singapore Idol Grand Finale!!!
    I hope Sylvia wins!!!

    well anyway I've learnt not to give up under any circumstances,and no matter what you're doing.
    No matter where you are,what you're doing,and when you're doing it,never give up.
    I'm currently and temporarily in alto,but that's not gonna bring me down.
    and I'm not going to give up.
    Soprano is still my place and I'm still going to go back,
    but since I am in alto now,I should make full use of the time there.
    Perhaps it's a new window open in my life :)
    I should accept it no matter what right?
    as long as I change my perspective,it won't seem like a bad thing anymore.
    In fact,it's not bad at all! :)

    haha okay bye everyone,I'm going out tomorrow with my mum.
    I'm going to get Christmas presents from mum and dad soon! :D

    Oh and Charice Pempengco is in SINGAPORE!!!
    I'm absolutely CRAZY about her music,she's an AMAZING singer.
    Gonna watch her perform on TV later!! she's like my favorite singer apart from Adam Lambert!
    I love Adam Lambert although he's gay!
    I love emo guys and gays because I think they're so hot!
    Tee Koon and me shares the same thoughts,I'm glad :D

    I have a pretty packed schedule for the next few days.
    Like LITERALLY packed,seriously.
    Morning,choir practice,afternoon,math tuition,night,concert at esplanade.
    see how busy I am? damn it! I don't even have time for a breather.
    Sheesh,imagine being busy during the last few days of holiday.
    I just wanna be at home and listen to music all day long.

    well school is reopening soon,I really don't look forward to it,but at the same time I do.
    haha well school is fun! :D

    Goodbye my lovely people! :)

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    Posted on : @ 1:34 AM

    ok just a short message to all of you haters,including you psb,

    I don't really give a fuck how much you hate me.
    because you're not torturing me,you're torturing yourself.
    stop being a mother fucker and waste your time here.
    just fuck off my life and go fuck yourself for fuck's sake.
    I don't really give a fuck about you haters and you can hate for all you want.
    but you're not welcomed in my blog and my life,
    so just get a life of your own and fuck off.
    Whatever words and pictures I post,it doesn't concern you.
    Just keep your fucked up comments to yourself.
    Because this is not even your blog,it's MY blog.
    so if you have so many comments,then you're just plain ignorant and fucked up.
    it's like,does it even concern you how many friends I have on Facebook?
    if you hate me and my blog,then don't even access.
    just shut the fuck up if you hate me and my blog.
    and so what if I join groups and become fan of pages on Facebook?
    They're there for people to join right?
    You're so damn ignorant and you sound so stupid you know?
    still say I dumb,well,I gotta say,you are the one who is fucking dumb.
    WHATEVER fuck I do in MY fucking life,it's none of your FUCKING business.
    get your own FUCKING life and FUCK OFF man.
    so just keep your FUCKING comments to yourself.
    dumb ass fags. you don't even deserve to be a human being.
    HATERS JUST SUCKS,for fuck's sake.

    well that's all.
    sorry for all the profanities used.
    some people just deserve it.
    I really hate haters. you fuckers just give mean comments for no reasons.
    really gets on my fucking nerves.
    hope you mother fuckers burn in hell and go fuck yourself man.
    If you hate me and my blog,don't even bother leaving comments.
    I don't need those worthless and useless comments which are so fucked up.
    If you hate me,then get away from me.
    you say I am contradicting? What about you?
    When you're scolding and spamming me,you're doing the same to yourself.
    Stop being so stupid and ignorant for fuck's sake.

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    Posted on : @ 12:30 AM






















    Yo guyz! Had a fun NIGHT at Orchard Road yesterday :D

    Too lazy to elaborate,but we went window shopping at Takashimaya!
    went to walk around the Orchard Road streets,it was great!
    Lots of lights,music and people!
    It was really crowded!
    But it was great because there were many hot guys around to admire! haha!
    Hope that after O levels I can ton outside whole night!
    Saw a HOTTIE last night! He's such a hunk!
    But he's ang moh :D SO HOT! I kept looking at him with dreamy eyes LOL.
    Then Landai block me from seeing him cos I seemed so obsessed XD
    well he's really hot and handsome!!! OMG!!! :D
    OMG! Orchard really a lot of handsome ang mohs! I wanna go there more often next time :D

    Bye everyone! :D
    Slacking at home for today and tomorrow.





    and to that psb,you wanna play nasty? Fine.
    FUCK OFF OKAY.
    SPAMMERS ARE LOSERS.
    :D
    Just fuck off my life man.
    You mother fuckers really get on my nerves.
    Just fuck off and go fuck yourself.

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    Posted on : Friday, December 25, 2009 @ 6:38 PM


























































    yesterday's party!

    Bye! :D

    Out with Landai tonight :)

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    Posted on : @ 7:38 AM

    HELLO EVERYONE! :D
    First I would like to say


    MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY!!!




    I had fun at my cousins' house just now!
    Shall post pictures tomorrow.

    anyway,to that passerby.
    I shall reply your tag here.

    you said,if I was a song maniac,then I won't be telling other people to recommend songs to me.
    I didn't okay,I admit I love songs,and I love music.
    so what's your problem? You don't have any right to interfere my life.
    and you say I am outdated.
    Oh please,in my blog,did you even see me putting Taylor Swift as one of my favourite singers?
    I guess you didn't,cos you're blind.
    Just because I didn't post Taylor Swift's and Megan Fox's pictures on my blog means I am outdated? Geesh I guess many people are then?
    Now you see how dumb you sound?
    so what if Jojo isn't famous NOW?
    her music is great,and music should be appreciated regardless its popularity.
    if you can't accept unpopular music,so be it.
    if she were famous now,she'd be more famous than Taylor Swift.
    what about people who listen to Queen and The Beatles?
    are you saying people have no right to listen to oldies?
    what you think is outdated,isn't to me.
    get this straight.

    and who says I can't adapt to alto?
    are you even in my life?
    if you're so good,then come and sing to me.
    and like,I know I sound like I'm so good like that,
    But I am not showing off okay.
    and like as if Taylor Swift and Megan Fox is the only 2 celebrities you know.
    many are as famous as them and can produce good music too right?
    Just because they're not popular doesn't mean I cannot listen to them right?
    what kind of logic is "not popular = not nice?" No such thing.

    and the pictures.
    whose blog is this?
    mine or yours?
    I can post ANYTHING I want.
    If you find it any eyesore,why even bother to access this blog?
    there are millions of blogs on the net,why access mine if you hate it?
    just get out of my blog,like for real.

    what I blog and what I do in my life is totally none of your business and concern.
    if you're better than me,then show me.
    don't hide behind the computer screen and scold me.
    just put down your real name if you dare.
    if you don't then don't even spam.



    well that's all :/
    But seriously passerby,if I've really offended you before,then I am sorry.
    But please don't vent your anger on my blog by spamming.
    I apologize if I have offended you before okay?
    Merry Christmas to you too okay (:
    I don't really blame you for spamming.
    Maybe you really don't like me or hate me,I don't blame you.
    But please don't spam.



    well bye everyone!
    Merry Christmas and pictures will be uploaded tomorrow! :D

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    Posted on : Thursday, December 24, 2009 @ 11:02 PM




    MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!!!!!




    It's a festive season again!
    and it's that time of the year again!
    Forget about ALL unhappiness,anger and sadness this year!
    Have a MERRY CHRISTMAS and a HAPPY NEW YEAR!
    I LOVE YOU ALL MY FRIENDS,FAMILY AND GANS! :D
    and I love my Yanda baby :D

    SEASONS GREETINGS TO EVERYONE!
    I HOPE EVERYONE STAYS HAPPY AND HEALTHY ALWAYS!
    Christmas is great!!!!! :D
    Hope all of you get presents!
    I'm expecting more presents from my family! haha! XD
    I'm gonna have so much fun tonight at the party! :D


    some pictures of me below :


























































    HEY GUYS :D
    Just some Zipai photots.

    Going Christmas party today.
    Meeting my dear cousins again!
    At my aunt's house!
    Going to take many pictures!

    Bye! :D

    Oh btw today is CHRISTMAS!


    MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!

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    Posted on : @ 2:47 AM

    my baby cousin in the arcade! hahaha




    presents from them hehe



    cookies from da neighbours























    Hello guys!!!!! Went to watch Alvin and the Chipmunks 2 today!
    with Landai,Zijin,Kellyn and Liwen!
    hehe the movie was great! very funny and I love the chipettes!
    Kellyn's mum treated us to the movie! Oh my god! I felt so bad!
    Shared popcorn with Zijin and everyone had a chipmunk cup!
    It was really nice and made of plastic! I'm so going to use that cup everyday!
    haha after the movie went to arcade to watch them play games.
    went to eat at pasta mania after that.
    hehe had a fun day with them ^^
    Went to take neo prints after that,sorry that I censored all my faces,cos I seriously look super ugly and unglam today! haha! XD
    Kept having voices in unison with Landai,cos we kept saying the same things at the same time.
    Then Zijin rate me 10/10 for my funny-ness! I'm so happy!
    haha kept making Zijin laugh and we both kept laughing like usual.
    It's the best movie outing ever! hehe!

    oh and the party at Megan's house was fun!
    played band hero and watched a zombie movie!
    Liwen,Kellyn,Landai,Siewpeng and Zijin gave me Christmas presents but I never give!
    I feel so bad! must give them soon!

    haha that's all for these few days,bye! :D


    oh and thanks EVERYONE for the advice.
    Now I understand that it's not a bad thing being transferred to Alto.
    Maybe it's even a good thing because I can help Alto.
    I guess I can keep Katherine and Jia Hui company too!
    haha I miss Jia Hui lots!
    I feel that I am more versatile now,I can be both Alto and Soprano.
    I guess I had a wrong perspective.
    Thanks everyone,I guess I was thinking too negatively and couldn't accept the fact at first.
    I'm okay now. (:
    I love both Alto and Soprano!
    I love Choir!

    hehe bye! :D

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    Posted on : Wednesday, December 23, 2009 @ 1:54 AM

    Bad day today.
    But my cousins cheered me up.
    My cousins truly love and care for me.
    Had a very fun day with them,they really cheered me up.
    Received a lot of presents from them and my aunt today.
    Haha I've been receiving many presents these days.
    Brandon gave me a cup with a little toy in it.
    My aunt gave me soft toy key chains and a pencil box.
    I'm so happy to meet them today!
    went to Sembawang Shopping Centre to have lunch with them.
    Then after that went to arcade to watch them play.
    Went to their house after wards and had a lot of fun!
    They really made my day!
    They couldn't bear to see me go home! haha!
    Once again I saw their neighbor's dog,so goddamn cute!
    I just had to bend down and give him a nice pat and neck scratch :D

    Really bad day today.
    From Soprano to Alto.
    I'm sorry I don't belong in Alto.
    I wanna go back to Soprano so badly,Soprano One to be exact.
    Even Miss Yee said I shouldn't be in Alto.
    She was so goddamn surprised.
    I was sitting right at the back,but still she noticed me.
    She said I'm definitely not an Alto.
    So why did Miss Low have to torture me like that?
    I knew Miss Yee would notice that I shouldn't be in Alto at all.
    I knew she would help me,just like Katherine said.
    I would really miss Miss Yee a lot... sigh...
    She has really helped me and the choir,I'm sure the choir will miss her as well.
    the only regret I have is not being able to give her a present and farewell letter today.
    cos I didn't know she was leaving today...sigh..

    It's like my dreams are shattered.
    I don't want to be in Alto.
    Miss Yee is leaving today,I will miss her goddamn much.
    Sigh,I'm so sad and disappointed.
    and I am really not used to being in Alto.
    A whole new life in Choir? I can't accept the fact that I've been transferred to Alto.
    I wish I didn't go for choir practice today.
    What a cruel fact.
    Without Miss Low,I could sing well at the back.
    I could hear myself. I am definitely not an Alto.
    Putting me in Alto is her biggest mistake.
    She says I have sound,then put me in Alto to support cos Alto is soft.
    What rubbish? I could have hit any note those Sopranos can hit.
    It was totally unfair that she placed me in Alto.
    I will prove her wrong one day.

    Just because I'm having sore throat doesn't mean Miss Low can underestimate me like that.
    She totally overlooked my potential. I am much better than she thinks.
    would life be a torture in choir in the future?
    If I am going to sing Alto for SYF,then I'm not going to participate anymore.
    I cannot sing in front of her during the audition.
    Liu Jin wants me back in Soprano so badly,and I wanna go back so badly as well.
    I really don't belong in Alto.

    Hope life in choir in the future won't be hard for me.
    Miss Low definitely overlooked my potential.
    By hook or by crook,I must go back to Soprano.

    Oh and I hope Jia Hui recovers soon.
    I hope to see her in choir soon,I miss her lots.



    Meanwhile,can anyone give me advice on how to be a good Alto?

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    Posted on : Sunday, December 20, 2009 @ 1:30 AM

    Yo guyz I've finally recovered!
    going to Megan's house for the Christmas Party tomorrow!

    Oh and please subscribe to my new Youtube account!
    Thank you very much and add me as a friend on Youtube!
    I like my new Youtube name,MrDeathcabforcutie.

    Just now a neighbor of mine actually came and gave me a packet of cookies!
    so kind and generous! haha and it tastes great! Must be home made cookies!
    It's chocolate chip cookies and it's delicious!

    Actually I really wanna do a long post,but I'm kinda lazy.
    Well but I'll still do it!
    For your entertainment! well actually I'm not even sure if I have readers,
    but I can read it for my own entertainment!
    haha reminds me of Adam Lambert's song.

    Recently I have been downloading A LOT of songs,and I mean A LOT.
    my new 2GB memory card is finally filled up,with a whopping 250 songs.
    I'm so damn happy because I've got all the greatest songs here!
    come get it guys! haha just kidding :D

    Well today I watched a documentary on the National Geographic Channel.
    I realized that the solar system and the universe is totally amazing!
    big things are made of small things.
    when we do things,we start small,don't we?
    we are born as babies,not mathematicians and scientists.
    we start from kinder garden,not university.
    so whatever you do,don't give up so easily.
    it may seem very hopeless,but always start small.
    big companies don't start big,they start small too.
    and from there you build it,put in effort,just like adding ingredients when you're cooking.
    life is like that too.
    don't rush,always start small,and you'll learn lots of things along the way.
    the most unexpected person who is a failure to you may emerge a successful person for all you know.
    just like the solar system,everything is made from small things.
    now I know why we learn things like the periodic table and protons,neutrons and electrons.
    it is indeed very meaningful because everything is made up of these small particles.
    the earth didn't just exist like that,the earth too,took time to change,into our earth today.
    The universe is so big that it can't be measured by numbers.
    There's a whole lot of things in this world I don't know,but I am willing to learn!
    Life is about learning and living it to the fullest!
    Be thankful that we have planet earth because it's the only planet suitable for supporting life.
    It has the right temperature,water and food to support all of us.
    Chlorine is a poisonous gas,but when combined with sodium,produces salt,something we consume.
    We breathe in oxygen and hydrogen,but when we combine them together,they make water.
    something we cannot live without.
    That's what I learnt from the documentary today!
    The periodic table is amazing,as well as atoms and molecules.
    They may be small,so small we cannot see them.
    But everything and everyone is made up of them.
    They are the fundamental building blocks of LIFE.

    I also learnt that greed will bring you downfall.
    the more greedy you are,the less you will get.
    try giving for a change,and experience the joy and happiness of giving.
    trust me,it's better than receiving.
    what is yours will be yours,what isn't isn't.

    and remember,whatever you wanna accomplish,start small,and make it big one day :)
    just like stepping stones.
    when we said our first word,when we took our first step,and our first best friend.

    You can learn a whole lot of things from everything and everyone around you.
    as long as you are observant enough,you can learn from every point of view,from every perspective.
    Life is about how you see it.
    Just like a piece of paper.
    if you see it as a precious object,then it is.
    but if you treat it as trash,then it is trash.
    Like for example something bad happens to you.
    It's bad because you think it's bad.
    but turn it all around and it may not seem bad after all.
    what happens happens,just brush it off and smile after wards!
    Nothing is better than being positive!
    What seems bad may even help you avoid disaster and harm!
    Perspective is important.
    Try changing your mindset today and your life will improve!

    Always dream,dare to dream,dream big :)

    title:
    Posted on : Thursday, December 17, 2009 @ 7:41 PM

    yo guyz I'm sickkkk......
    haha hope I get well soon.

    sian next Tuesday got choir practice...
    well nothing to update,bye!

    title:
    Posted on : Monday, December 14, 2009 @ 6:19 AM

    Everyday is a learning journey.
    Every single day is a learning journey.
    This is very true.
    I learn new things everyday.
    I learn things from people from all walks of life,my own family,my friends,even strangers.
    You can learn valuable things from unexpected people at unexpected times.
    at the lowest time of your lives,a stranger comes a long and boosts you up.
    you can learn things from every single person around you,whether they are good or bad.
    whether how good or how bad they treat you,you can learn something from them.
    You may not be learning from a university lecturer or school teacher,but even a road sweeper,a hawker,a servant,anyone can be a teacher.
    treasure every chance of learning.
    some of the things that they teach you may even change your perspective in life.
    Trust me,you can learn from literally anyone. whether it's good or bad.

    It's amazing how simple love can be.
    what is love now? what has love become?
    Love is a pure,simple thing.
    It's just about staying by each others' side no matter what happens.
    It's about sticking together through good and bad,thick and thin.
    Love does not discriminate,love does not compare,love does not demand anything.
    Love is an emotion so powerful,but yet it can be as simple as just being together.
    Love sees no flaws. Love is not asking for perfection,but accepting imperfection.
    Love does not ask for anything. Love is not materialistic.
    What I have learnt today is,a family can be truly happy no matter what.
    Under bad living conditions,ill health or whatever circumstances.
    as long as your family members love you,and you love your family members,what more can you ask for?
    Family is truly important,and that love cannot be bought by money.
    You should always love your family and put family first.

    I've learnt that although my father barely graduated from Primary School,he is actually a very knowledgeable man.
    He has taught me that not everybody has the ability to do well in school,but one must always remember his values.
    One must always preserve that good and healthy attitude.
    It's pointless if you do well in school and earn loads of money,but your attitude towards life is bad.
    No matter where you go in life,people always look at your attitude.
    Your status in life don't matter that much,because it's only a matter of comparison.
    you compare a road sweeper with a clerk,you will think that a clerk is better.
    compare a clerk with a lawyer,a lecturer,a doctor,a surgeon who earn big bucks,they are better to you.
    so what is good? stop comparing. start appreciating. start thinking.
    what is good? what is bad? it's only a matter of comparison.
    Never look down on others,and you have to give everyone the same respect regardless of status,religion,race or ability.
    Every human deserves the same respect they should get.
    Never look down or underestimate the people around you.
    Instead appreciate them for who they are,and be happy for them.
    Nothing is more important than knowing your values.
    and suddenly,I feel so fortunate to have such a great family.
    A family who loves me for who I am and teaches me great values that money can never buy.

    If one day you can accomplish this mindset,you have succeeded.
    It's better than earning big bucks,trust me.
    Because true happiness cannot be bought with money.

    you buy this cell phone today,you feel happy.
    but the next day,you see another one,better than the one you have.
    you start comparing,don't you?
    Money cannot buy happiness.

    You say this girl is bad,because you heard someone saying that she gossiped about you.
    Think about this.
    It is not worth being angry or hating her.
    Because everything happens for a reason.
    Instead of hating her or being angry,forgive her.
    You will find it much more meaningful.
    Why is she bad? why is she good? there must be a reason.
    whether a person is good or bad,it's judged by us.
    everyone has a good side and bad side.
    it's okay to make mistakes.
    but always remember to forgive,it's the biggest achievement.
    sometimes we only see the bad side,that's why we think she's bad.
    but when we turn it all around,and think about it,she isn't that bad after all.
    isn't it right? so start appreciating everyone around you,no matter how they treat you.
    Never hate them,never get angry. always forgive the people around you.
    A person may seem aloof and nasty,but deep inside she may be a different person.
    Always ask yourself why when you hate someone or like someone.
    it's important to know why. don't hate,and start loving.
    No matter how bad a person treats you,don't hate her.
    You have succeeded if you have cleared all hatred in your heart.
    start looking at positive sides of everyone. you will be much happier.
    happiness gets you through a day,sadness gets you through a day.
    why not live happily? Think about it.

    Only when you grasp the right values and portray it in your life can you truly achieve the essence of happiness and enlightenment in life.

    Stop comparing. Start appreciating.

    Be a deep person,and not a shallow one.

    Always remember to forgive,and not to find fault.

    Nothing and Nobody is ever perfect. Only by learning to accept imperfection can you see the beauty in everything and everyone.

    Always ask yourself "why",when you feel negative,sad or angry.
    Find the root of your sadness,grief and anger,and solve it.

    title:
    Posted on : Sunday, December 13, 2009 @ 3:44 AM







    Damn I really want this.
    Nokia 5230 is good,but it can never compare to 5530.

    Went swimming with Landai today,very fun!
    kept laughing and joking around!

    haha okay bye!

    title:
    Posted on : Saturday, December 12, 2009 @ 1:13 AM

    Just bought assessments!
    Bought 2 English,one E.maths and one Chinese!
    Science didn't buy because there's no sec 3,only 'N' Levels.
    haha nothing much to post...so bored...
    been on Facebook for a very long time...
    I guess there's many things to do,just I still feel bored.
    I gotta solve my own boredom..
    I can listen to music,read my books,or do my homework,or watch TV!

    haha bye :D

    title:
    Posted on : Thursday, December 10, 2009 @ 7:31 PM

    I have learnt meaningful lessons from Youtube videos,and they're really valuable life lessons.

    If something or someone is stopping you from chasing your dreams,don't let them stop you.
    always believe in yourself even if everyone doesn't seem to support you.
    if you believe in yourself and your dreams,you will succeed one day.
    don't wait for others to accept you because you have to accept yourself first.
    don't wait for others to tell you you're beautiful,because you're beautiful in your own way.
    we're bred to believe a certain perception of beauty,so don't blame people who tell you you're not beautiful because it's not true. everyone and everything has its positive points and its beauty,it's just about whether you see it,or not.
    beauty is just the physical characteristic,but it doesn't matter in the long term.
    beauty is skin deep,isn't it? so it's inner beauty that matters.
    one that has a beautiful heart is beautiful inside out.

    I believe everyone will be able to accomplish everything they wanna do as long as you are diligent and hardworking enough to reach your goals.
    some goals require you to go the extra mile to reach it,go for it.
    don't wait,don't hold back. if you're waiting,you're waiting far too long.
    Life is too short to wait. if you wanna accomplish something,like get good grades,lose weight,learn an instrument or learn to conquer anger,start now.
    it's never too early to start planning for your goals.
    Start now. and never give up even if you don't succeed.
    failure is the mother of success,so don't give up on yourself even if everyone gives up on you.
    if you give up on yourself,then you have failed. but if you don't,you're still successful.
    Never let others' comments affect your life,because it isn't important how others look at you.
    However,it is essential to listen to others,so that you can improve in life.
    As long as you believe in yourself,what can stop you?
    So start now and have a healthy mindset,nothing is better than thinking positively and having a healthy mindset because it is the key to your success.
    Everything is about the mind,as long as you think you will succeed,you will.
    It's our mind that control our actions,so start thinking positively and don't let small matters bring you down or stop you from chasing your dreams.
    The mind is indeed powerful.
    Always tell yourself you can do it,don't think like a downward spiral and think like a champion.
    Do it like a Champion.
    Remember,you must destroy your limits and that concrete barrier that is stopping you from reaching your dreams. It's all in the mind.
    Knock down that mind barrier and nothing else can knock you down.
    If you wanna do something,do it now.
    Never be afraid of failure.
    If you fail,try again,again,again.
    If you ever wanna give up on someone,I know the feeling of hopelessness.
    You want to help that person,and you really wish he/she would change,but he/she just doesn't.
    Well don't give up,you'll never know when he'll/she'll change for the better one day.
    and you'll be grateful for not giving up from the beginning.
    Start believing and stop giving up.
    It may seem bleak at first,but you'll never know what's in store for you.
    even if all else fails,don't be discouraged.
    it's okay if you fail this time,but always persevere for everything you do and you'll have no regrets!

    This is so inspiring.
    my goal is to lose weight and get good grades.
    I believe this will guide the way.


    and P/S,this are not what I copied and paste. I typed them out myself.

    There are a lot more life lessons and values I haven't posted.
    I will do it one by one,because it's so meaningful and important in my life.

    Hopefully someone who is about to give up on something/someone/on their lives stumbles upon this blog and this inspires them to go on and never to give up.

    title:
    Posted on : @ 2:19 AM

    me holding the crab stick hahaha XD












    Hello guys!!! :D Yesterday was the BBQ,very fun!!!
    I finally got to see some of my friends whom I haven't met for a long time,like Zijin,Benjamin,Liwen and Kellyn!!!
    I thought I would feel awkward when I see them but turned out I didn't feel awkward at all!
    met Landai and Zijin at Boots & Shoes at 11am,then more and more people came.
    saw Zijin and we immediately started laughing! haha it was damn funny but I don't know why I feel like laughing when I see her.
    we can like talk about anything and start laughing XD now Landai is joining our craze frenzy too!
    when everyone was here,we went to take 966 and I sat with Zijin,then Landai,Bronte,Liwen and Kellyn was sitting in front of us.
    Jamien and Benjamin were sitting right at the front together and the rest of the boys were sitting at the back.
    Jamien and me were like text messaging on the bus even though he was sitting in front of me! haha content wise it's private!
    Listened to songs on the bus and Landai showed me a funny video. Laughed with Zijin again!
    We can like talk about anything and laugh! saw a funny poster on the bus and started talking crap. very crappy.
    we reached quite soon and walked to the NTUC to buy stuff. It was fun shopping for food to BBQ!
    bought fish balls,meat balls,chicken wings,crab sticks and sausages (chicken franks!) haha our favourite!
    Zijin and me was laughing about something (LOL something) and kept laughing XD
    Bronte wanted to buy ice cream but so expensive! in the end she bought something which looks like a sweet with ice cream filling inside.
    very nice! Zijin and me were crazy about it but our tooth hurt because we have sensitive teeth! haha then talked about eating toothpaste.
    we walked to our BBQ pit and settled down,then we realized we don't have a lighter!
    the boys went to buy the lighter and we just sat around crapping and laughing! XD
    went to the beach to play and my slippers is now damn dirty but it was fun!!! the currents were strong and even though I was wearing shorts my shorts were wet!
    Benjamin plunged into the water and his whole body was wet! LOL! haha! XD
    the weather was great and the scenery was breathtaking! after a while it rained a little and we went to the shelter.
    the boys went to eat mac and we stayed at the shelter. then some others went to rent bicylcles.
    Zijin,Landai and me went to check whether it was still raining and we kept laughing about the Italian man who went to Malta!!!
    we kept laughing and laughing cos it's so damn funny and kept imitating the Italian man's accent!! haha!! XD
    aftermath we went back to the BBQ pit to start the fire,we dragged really really long to set up the fire.
    I can't really remember what exactly happened,cos it was indeed a long day yesterday.
    but I'll try to remember. we started BBQ-ing the food after that and started eating.
    then the boys came back and we realized that there was no heat at all,no wonder the food was so cold!
    oh and Landai,Zijin and Benjamin became Franks Forever! Isn't that great!?
    haha although only Landai and me will be in the same class,but Franks won't be separated!
    we love Franks! cos they are sausages! haha and we are the best Franks ever! :D
    I wonder who else loves Franks,I'm sure many of you loves Franks too don't you!
    It was a day of laughter,crapping and happiness! I really enjoyed myself yesterday!
    soon dusk arrived and I took some pictures of the beautiful scenery. didn't manage to take a group photo but it was okay!
    Bronte went home early,and then after that Liwen and Kellyn went home too.
    Oh and Zijin and me realized the preciousness of water! I will never waste water again!
    cos we were so damn thirsty that we were dying from thirst! haha! XD
    Landai,Benjamin and me went to look at the scenery and sat near the waves.
    It was so peaceful there,no one could ever resist the serenity! I wish I lived there so that I can see and hear the waves everyday!
    people living near East Coast Park is damn lucky! XD
    we ate the leftover food,and then packed up,cleaned up and went home.
    when we were walking to the underpass,we were so scared that we held hands! because beside the pavement was the forest,and it was really scary!
    Zijin and me was so damn scared we had to hold hands! Haha! XD It was seriously freaky,and if I'm alone I'll run like hell.
    took the 966 bus with Zijin,Landai,Benjamin,Jamien,Amos,Joash,Ruiquan and Dion.
    kept laughing at the bus stop because Benjamin kept making me laugh like hell.
    Laughed continuously and laughed laughed laughed non stop until Zijin looked at me XD
    boarded the bus and stood for a while,then after that sat with Jamien and Benjamin at the 4 seater at the front.
    We chatted quite a lot and kept laughing too,and I laughed until my stomach and sides hurt!
    after that everyone alighted except for Jamien,Benjamin,Joash and me.
    went to MRT with Benjamin and both of us were urgent for the toilet.
    We were already at the platform but we couldn't take it anymore,so we rushed down. Wasted 50 cents!
    I quickly rushed to the MRT toilet,which was freaking dirty! and Benjamin went to the Causeway Point toilet.
    LOL we were damn retarded! cos we were already at the platform but cos of nature's call we had to go!
    well after that I took MRT home and that's that.

    what a wonderful day! laughed my heart out yesterday! like literally!

    title:
    Posted on : Sunday, December 6, 2009 @ 3:33 AM










    hello everyone!!! went to my cousin's house today to cook!
    my aunt invited me over to learn to cook XD
    the above cake is baked by me!!!
    it was a very fun day,with food! hahaha!
    played pet society with my cousin and teach him how to earn money.
    my mum made something nice too,but I didn't eat cos it had coconut.
    it was a great family day and my family was very happy.
    my dad,grandma,aunt,uncle and cousins! and my maid too!
    what a happy day haha everyone was happy ^^

    bye everyone! :D I look forward to the days to come!
    need to go swimming soon to burn off the excess calories!!!
    my aunt is going to invite me more often to her house to learn more cooking! sweet! :D

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    Posted on : Saturday, December 5, 2009 @ 6:04 AM



























    some damn funny lip sync videos!!! enjoy please!!!
    if you wanna see more search on youtube,there's seriously a lot!!!
    LOL these never make me bored! please watch! for your entertainment! :D

    title:
    Posted on : Friday, December 4, 2009 @ 7:04 PM

    hello guys!! saw my cousins yesterday!!!
    They were camping near my house,the community centre!!!
    went to see them for the campfire yesterday and realized that my sec 2 camp was the same as them!!
    same concept,cheers and atmosphere! it's great! haha! it's fun and entertaining,kept laughing!
    made a new friend really quickly! she's my aunt's friend's daughter who is from Canberra sec and is one year younger than me.
    we hit it off very well! we talked about books,movies and Taiwanese dramas! and shuai ge of course!
    can't have a conversation without shuai ge!!! haha just kidding!! XD
    we have the same taste in shuai ge also!!! very coincidental!!!
    haha hit it off well with her immediately when we met! maybe we are fated to be friends!
    had a nice chat with her, and laughed along with her when we saw funny dances around the campfire.
    it was amazing that we could actually feel the heat from so far away. Imagine people trying to escape the fire...
    I think their skin will melt,like literally. The heat is impossible to bear. Unbearable heat.
    haha well anyway had a great day yesterday,because I bought my new cell phone.
    I am getting along very well with it!!! Nokia 5230 is good!!! well I guess 5530 was my dream phone,but it's okay.
    I must be satisfied and appreciate what I have. wouldn't it be worst if I didn't have a cell phone? haha yeah that's right.
    and yesterday I learnt something. why am I so stupid? Why did I get angry over that matter?
    I knew all along that nothing lasts forever,and I mean literally nothing. and I know I must let go no matter what.
    I cannot hold on to what is not mine. when it's time to let go,you must let go.
    why must I get angry and think negatively? I ask myself always.
    if you allow yourself to get angry,the demon has won. He wants you to get angry.
    when you get angry,you are more prone to illnesses,and your bad cells will actually kill your good cells.
    getting angry causes a lot of harm to yourself as well as your energy level.
    of course as humans,we will get angry in our live times because it's almost impossible to not get angry as a human.
    but we must tell ourselves constantly that we must not get angry,and we must tolerate whatever obstacles that come our way.
    no wonder they say laughing is the best medicine. indeed this is true. we will stay healthy,and even if not,happy.

    so we must not get angry for minor stuff,or even big stuff.
    everything that is supposed to happen will happen,we cannot control our fate.
    or can we? we can stop certain things from happening,but not everything.
    death is almost inevitable,this is true. so what comes,comes. we must accept it.

    well,all this preaching is making me tired.
    haha goodbye everyone,I hope you find my advice useful because it is indeed a life skill to tolerate and not get angry even if the situation brings you down.
    it's never bad to be positive and try to be positive no matter how tough life gets.
    the last thing you wanna do is to get negative and bad luck will come your way.
    well,whatever happens in life,it's just part of it. don't take it too seriously,don't take it too hard.
    life is more than just thinking negatively and giving bad criticisms.
    It is indeed a life skill to have high level of tolerance and anger-control,it really is.
    if you can do it one day,you have achieved something more precious than a gem.

    title:
    Posted on : @ 12:13 AM

    "Live like you're dying tomorrow and learn like you'll live forever"

    haha meaningful line right?
    This boosts my motivation and determination for studying!
    I can do it! haha and I love reading. I hope I get to buy many books this holiday!

    well anyway I've been on YouTube and I saw many nice videos!
    I saw a lady doing a video about fashion and beauty,and I thought it was interesting!!!

    "beauty captures your attention,personality captures your heart"

    is this true? I hope to think so.
    haha :D

    well bye everyone,I may be seeing my cousins tonight!
    I miss them so much! Now I love all my cousins! all 5 of them.
    but only one of them is a baby girl,all of them are boys.
    haha but all of them are younger than me,oldest is only 10 years old.
    I'm great with kids! they're so fun to be with and I feel like a kid too when I'm playing and horsing around with them. It's great to be young at heart!

    Bye everyone!


    Oh and one BIG piece of news.

    I just bought my new cell phone,and I'm charging it now!
    will be plucking out the wire at 10:40pm tonight,I can't wait man!

    title:
    Posted on : Thursday, December 3, 2009 @ 12:02 AM









    some "zi pai" photos I took in Indonesia!! haha hope I haven't gain weight!!






    GREETINGS EVERYBODY!!!

    I am back from Indonesia!!! I miss Singapore so much!!!
    haha photos will be uploaded soon,maybe tomorrow!!!
    Thanks for tagging everyone!!!
    haha hope everyone is doing fine now!! :)

    Bye!!!! :D







    This song is nice. one of the best tenors!!!!!! funiculi funicula!!








    big egg,nice video! funny too!














    oh and before I forget...........




























    HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY BENJAMIN!!!!







    :D










    send it on




    party in the usa












    empire state of mind









    she wolf









    fireflies










    some random nice songs!!!

    will post more next time :D

    haha I AM A SONG MANIAC!!!!!!




    please intro nice songs to me!!! hehe!!!

    title:
    Posted on : Sunday, November 29, 2009 @ 5:18 PM

    hello everyone!!! I am using the mac book at the hotel lobby!!!
    hahaha so fun but only can use for 20 minutes!!!

    I will be back in 3rd December!!

    TODAY IS 30TH NOVEMBER. and it's 8:21am now!!!!!!!

    Bye and thanks for tagging!!
    I will reply your tags when I come back!!
    Thanka everyone who told me to cheer up,I am fine now!!!

    haha okay bye!!!! :)

    title:
    Posted on : Friday, November 27, 2009 @ 6:14 AM

    hello guys,last update before I go for Indonesia tomorrow morning!
    haha tags will be replied when I come back on 3rd of December morning...
    thanks for tagging guys!!
    I will buy souvenirs for all of you!! :D

    thanks for all the concern!!
    I appreciate it a lot!!!

    bye people!!! :D





    labels : I don't need a man in my life. I can live a happy single life with family and friends!

    title:
    Posted on : Thursday, November 26, 2009 @ 8:06 PM

    I apologize if my previous post has caused any discomfort....
    I'm okay now,I'm really okay...
    I admit that I felt very worked up just now...
    but now I have calmed down..
    I guess no one is perfect..
    you just have to live with what is given to you....
    I'm okay now,I've learnt to let go....
    I'm sorry... I guess I should be thankful that I'm still alive..
    I do have a happy life,it's just how I want to put it...
    Thanks everyone...
    I'm really alright now.

    Thanks everyone who has cheered me up,on msn and facebook and on my tagboard!
    Thanks a million!
    what would I do without you guys.

    I guess I must appreciate what I have...
    what happened to my positive attitude?
    well I guess negativeness is part of life..
    I've got over it..and now I'm positive again!! :)
    I just need time guys...I just need time to forget it....
    but I am really alright now.. :)

    everything good or bad,it's part of life..
    I will learn to live life happily and to the fullest no matter what!

    title:
    Posted on : @ 6:06 PM




    27TH NOVEMBER!!!


    This song cheered me up.
    and it's true.
    so fucking true.
    I LOOK SO GOOD WITHOUT YOU.
    I've been listening to this song for a long time.
    But I never thought it would help me one day.
    and I never thought I would need this song...

    well I am back to single hood and I HATE THAT GUY.
    I HATE GUYS. I WILL NEVER TRUST ANOTHER GUY IN MY WHOLE FUCKING LIFE AGAIN.
    I HATE GUYS. LIARS. BACKSTABBERS. HYPOCRITES. MOTHER FUCKERS.
    well,I don't have to be angry anymore.
    I will forget about this meaningless relationship.
    KNOWING YOU WAS THE WORST THING I HAVE EVER DONE IN MY LIFE.
    I regret knowing you,and I hope other girls don't trust you ever again.
    you fucked up bastard,I hope you burn in hell.
    if I could reverse time,I wished I could have killed you.
    YOU FLIRTED WITH SOMEONE WHO IS GOING TO BE IN THE SAME FUCKING CLASS AS ME NEXT YEAR.
    WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING?
    ARE YOU DOING THIS ON PURPOSE?
    you flirted with her until she told me all the nice things you did for her.
    huh,even bought her a cell phone? $400+? Mine don't even cost $400 and my mum won't buy for me. you BASTARD.
    bought her everything she wanted? a bag? a necklace? gave her your atm card?
    you flirted with her behind my back for a long time.
    you told me you will stop contacting her.
    you bought her a toy,said you can hug it when you are sad.
    is that a friend concern? DO YOU TAKE ME FOR A FOOL?
    You fucking flirted with her for many times.
    how would a girl feel if you did that?
    you promised me. and then you broke it.
    you told me you loved me,but it was fake. fucking fake fucker.
    I WILL NEVER FORGIVE YOU.
    what the hell do you take me for? A BITCH?
    you told me you love me,but in the end? YOU FUCKING LIAR.
    I HATE YOU AND I WILL NEVER EVER FORGIVE YOU.
    I HOPE I GET TO ATTEND YOUR FUNERAL SOON.
    just to tell you before I go off KELVIN LEUNG PAO YIN,YOU BASTARD.
    YOU WON'T GET A HAPPY ENDING. I CURSE YOU.
    well to start with I don't even love you in the first place.
    SO I WIN.
    and I can tell you are DESPERATE for a girlfriend,how shameless.
    first time seeing a guy who has no guts. NO GUTS AT ALL. COWARD.
    I FEEL SO FUCKING HAPPY THAT I BROKE UP WITH YOU.
    I WILL WASH YOU OFF MY MIND FOREVER AND EVER.
    YOU ARE NOT EVEN WORTH A TINY BIT OF MY THOUGHTS.
    after thinking through last night,I know you're just another fucked up bastard.
    I should have never trusted you at all.
    Yes I admit you broke my heart. but I will never be friends with you again.
    and you still have the cheek to ask me whether I am hurt???
    You are simply a fucking imp from hell.
    I hate you. forever. for as long as I live.

    nothing can describe how much I HATE YOU.
    I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I FUCKING HATE YOU.
    WHY MUST YOU DO THIS TO ME??? DOES IT MAKE YOU HAPPY???
    I FUCKING HELL HATE YOU. I WILL NEVER FORGIVE YOU.
    EVEN WHEN YOU DIE.

    BUT I AM GLAD TO SAY I DUMPED YOU.
    NOT THE OTHER WAY ROUND YOU FUCKING FAGGOT.
    GO FLIRT WITH HER. I DON'T GIVE A FUCK ANYMORE.




    well,I'm going off to Indonesia today...bye guys!!!
    I will miss ya friends!!!
    friends are still the best....
    Bye!!! :D

    GONNA see my cousins today!!! I MISS THEM!!
    haha they're always there for me!!! I LOVE THEM!!!!

    I sound very happy...but deep down I don't know why I feel hurt.
    time will heal the deepest wound. I believe so.
    Why do relationships always end with a tear?
    I told myself I would never get into another relationship again.
    But look what has happened? Relationships are just heartaches.
    But this time I promise myself never ever again to get into a relationship.
    They won't bring me down again! I can live without love!

    I PROMISE I WON'T BE SAD ANYMORE.
    argh Life is full of ups and downs,and for this case,it's fucking down my friends.
    baby are you down down down down down...
    LOL a song from Jay Sean....
    Haiz.... Life is so complicated.... it makes me sad...it makes me angry..it makes me cry....
    but I have to live with it...
    there is a hell load of things that can make me happy than sad....
    so I will be happy!!!! I will be happy!!!
    Life is like that I guess..... but I'm okay... :)

    I guess listening to songs and music can cheer me up!







    oh and before I forget........













    HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY LI WEN!!!!




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    Hey guys!!!!!
    Today will be my last update before I go to Indonesia.
    cos tomorrow I gotta go over to my mum's place to stay and then the next day gotta fly for Indonesia!!
    Haha yes you haven't heard wrongly!!
    I'm going to Indonesia by plane!! I'm so damn happy!!!
    It's been ages since I've rode a plane!!!
    I hope the plane doesn't crash!! haha!!!
    Oh and I'm gonna meet my cousins tomorrow!!!
    Yes!!! I'm so damn happy!!!!
    I miss my Bryan,Brandon and Amanda!!!
    My favorite cousins!!!! haha!!! It's been ages since I saw them!!!

    Okay bye everyone!!
    Remember to tag while I am away!!
    Miss you guys!!!
    Bye!!! :D

    oh and random fact : I'M BACK TO SINGLE HOOD!
    you guys don't know how happy I am. I feel so free!!


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    I Love Songs and Music of ALL kinds of Languages,Genres and Types,and I really mean ALL,R&B,Jazz,Rock,Pop,Metal,Hip Hop,EVERYTHING,and a little bit of death metal I listen to anything,English,Chinese,Korean, Japanese,European languages and many more! I love choir music as well :D . I am a movie maniac too! I can't live without movies! I admire singers from all over the world,and I wish I can be like them,some day. My favourite singers are no doubt Michael Jackson,Syltra Lee,Malaque & Tabitha Nauser(From Singapore Idol 2009),Daphne Khoo (From Singapore Idol 2004),Adam Lambert,Kris Allen,Savage Garden,Kristina DeBarge,The Script,Jessie James,Little Boots,Esmee Denters,Dear Juliet,Charice Pempengco,Shaheen Jafargholi,Zara Larsson,Tilly Horn,Aretha Franklin,Bianca Ryan,My Chemical Romance,Good Charlotte,Demi Lavato,Selena Gomez,Naturi Naughton,Fantasia,Muse,Rin On The Rox,Singers on YouTube,Billy Gilman,Declan Galbraith,Leona Lewis,Whitney Houston,Jordin Sparks,Celine Dion,Mariah Carey,Hollie Steel,Toni Braxton,Taylor Swfit,Keri Hilson,KT Tunstall,Regine Velasquez,Beyonce,Christina Aguilera,Corrine Bailey Rae,Christina Milian,Leanns Rimes,Solange,Cascada,Michael Jackson,Pitbull,Lady Gaga,Michale Buble,Duffy,Natasha Bedingfeild,Jason Mraz,Colbie Calliat,Rihanna,Katy Perry,Jenifer Hudson,Jennifer Holiday,Jenifer Lopez,Akon,Lindsay Lohan,Matchbox 20,Britney Spears,Chris Daughtry,David Cook,David Archuleta,Pink,Paramore,Susan Boyle,Hey Monday,Evanescence,The All American Rejects,Simple plan,Three Days Grace,Amy Winehouse,Avenged Sevenfold,Greenday,Tokio Hotel,We The Kings,MeLee,t.A.T.u.,Travis,Craig David,Ne-yo,Kaye west,Jay-Z,Akon,Eminem,Linkin park,One Republic,Snoop Dog,N.E.R.D,Flo Rida,Kat Deluna,Fall Out Boys,Queen,The Bangles,The Eagles,ABBA,The Killers,Boys Like Girls,Jo Jo,Panic At The Disco,3H03,S-Club 7,ABBA,The Bangles,Connie Talbot,Hoobastank,Jack McManus,Amy WineHouse,Sean Paul,Miley Cyrus,Aly & Aj,The Black Eyed Peas,Fergie,Sum 41,Carrie Underwood,Fantasia,Justin Timberlake,T.I,James Morrison,james Blunt,Ronan Keating,Eminem,Motion City Soundtrack,Ryan Cabrera,The Jonas Brothers,Super Chick,Cherish,Sugarbabes,Destiny's Child,Shakira,Colby O' Donis,Debby Gibson,Westlife,Usher,The Tings Tings,30 Seconds To Mars,Cassie,Alicia Keys,The Fray,Coldplay,Plain White T's,Augustana,Timbaland,T-Pain,Madonna,The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus,Secondhand Serenade,T.a.t.u,Ina,The Veronicas,Yellowcard,Lonely Island,Varsity,Kelly Clarkson,Ciara,Backstreet Boys,Three Doors Down,Owl City,Hinder,Fort Minor,The Pussycat Dolls,Destiny's Child,Faber Drive,The Click 5,Lenka,Gwen stafani,Jet,Hayley Westerna,Hilary Duff,Eiffel 65,Avril Lavigne,Nelly Furtado,Kelly Rowland,Jesse Maccartney,Oasis,Hayden Panettire,Fort Minor,Snow Patrol,Greenday,ALL singing competitions/shows,updating my song list almost everyday with English songs around the world and ALL the GREAT singers around the world, I also love YOUNG talented singers and child singers!!! I also admire orchestras and bands because they're just so amazing and I really love STOMP! I also love the Vegetable Orchestra and amazing people around the world who make music possible anytime,anywhere. I admire talented musicians,singers,composers,conductors, scientists, mathematicians, historians,people who make documentaries, geographers,teachers, inventors,lecturers,lawyers,doctors, surgeons,chefs,bakers,authors,writers, Actors,Actresses, Stewards,Stewardresses, Dancers,Magicians, Movie Producers, Movie Stars, TV Show Producers, Technicians, readers, and many more because they're just the amazing people that I love and admire!!! Oh and I love Disney Classic songs and movies! I'm also very interested in Geography and History, and how the world,galaxy and universe was formed,when did the first humans appear,and many more of these questions! I would like to say that animals are an amazing species too! I admire people who can find out all these,it's just amazing! The World never ceases to amaze and I love finding out more about the past,present and future and everything about the world! I admire ALL kinds of talents,from singing to dancing and everything! I love watching TV,videos and anything that is nice! I love shows or ads that has great meanings,touching,makes me cry,funny or just entertaining!

    I have a pretty good voice and good singing techniques,just that I cannot sing like Beyonce and Christina Aguilera because I don't think I have a big lung capacity but singing is definitely my forte,I hope to improve my voice over the years! And I would want to add that I'm a very very passionate singer although it may not seem obvious! You'll usually catch me at my best when I'm singing alone at home! But I really hope to find a few friends who share the same passions as me and would love to sing with me too! I would love to have passionate friends who also love singing and hopefully we can sing and write our own songs and harmonize!!!! I would love to play the guitar and piano and sing and play these instruments at the same time because it feels great to play your own instrument and sing at the same time! I wish to be an inspiring singer,or a great musician someday! I also want to write my own songs and create my own tunes and melodies along with the song! Good luck to me and hopefully I can succeed in what I want to achieve because I have all the perseverance,patience and determination that will not fade! I wish to play the piano and guitar like a pro someday,and of course the violin too! My wish is to be in a prestigious choir and represent Singapore to go overseas for choir competitions! I really love choral singing and music,and it's my favourite kind of singing amongst all others! I believe I will accomplish my dream one day!!! :) I'm also good at taking pictures and the pictures that I take are nice! So I might wanna be a part-time photographer when I grow up!

    Oh and now about me again! I would like to say that I'm really a very random person,I'm friendly and all the good qualities that you would wanna find in a best friend. I'm always happy,and I'm always smiling and being crazy! and I can make you happy too! :) But what is your definition of a best friend? I can't satisfy everyone,but I'll try my best to make everyone happy with my personality! I'm really really good at making people laugh and go really crazy so you might wanna avoid me just in case you burst your laugh box :p I'm really easy-going and understanding so don't ever be afraid to talk to me or approach me for help or counselling cos that's what most people do. You can choose to trust me but I would never force someone to reveal their secrets. Oh and just in case you think I have an attitude,high jealousy levels or bad temper,you're wrong pal! I'm patient and I hardly get angry,you can feel relaxed with me and just be your own true self! I may not be your average pretty lady or perfectionist but I always try my best in life in everything I do so it doesn't matter if you hate me or like me cos there's no one in this world that everyone would love or hate. I don't like finding faults or getting angry,and I don't like conflicts but that's part of life too right? So my summary is,in life,there is always good and bad,there are times when luck comes to you and there are times when you feel like the world has turned their backs on you but the important thing is stay positive,think clearly,relax,chill and smile! and although I'm an only child,I'm not pampered or spoilt! I know it sounds thick skin but being friends with me is great!!! Oh and I love looking at hot girls and guys everywhere I go and I love admiring them!!! Shhh that's a big secret!!! and whatever happens in life,good or bad,up or down,just take it as a life experience. My principle in life? Be positve no matter what happens. always live life to the fullest and you will have no regrets. always tell your loved ones you love them. everything is just part of life. learn to forgive and forget,and sometimes we have to let go. but always be happy and start your day with a smile! always have confidence in yourself in whatever you do,and try your best in everything you do in life! love life and live passionately,we're constantly developing and finding new love and passion,isn't life just great discovering new stuff around the world!? Oh and world history and geography is just amazing and fascinating! Everything whether good or bad,it's just how you look at it,don't you think so? The thing may seem bad,but it's not bad after all. Everything is good. Just let nature take its course. What will happen will happen eventually. One thing seems good because you compare it with another which you think is bad,but if you don't compare,there is actually no good and bad. good and bad exists because we make comparison,as well as other things. so conclusion is,there is no good and bad,no beauty and ugliness,no perfection or imperfection,just how you see and compare them. Don't get angry often because it's bad for yourself,always be happy and laughing is indeed the best medicine. I will understand more things as I grow older. If you can conquer anger,you have earned something very very valuable. Always believe in yourself and don't wait to chase your dreams,never hold back and don't let others bring you down! always believe in your dreams and always be yourself. Everyone has different perceptions of beauty,and everything has its beauty,but not everyone will see it. There are a lot of life values that are much more precious and important than your latest cell phone and gadgets,because life values are what keeps you going in your life so always follow them and follow your heart! Don't wait for others to accept you,because you have to accept yourself first! you don't need others to tell you you're beautiful,but you must believe in the beauty of yourself. work hard for what you want to achieve and you will succeed! If you're waiting and holding back,don't wait anymore. Start chasing your dreams,targets and goals now. Never let others or negative comments hinder your dreams and always believe in yourself in whatever you do! Life is great when you stay happy no matter how others look at you. Accept yourself for who others are and who you are and you will find a great change in your life! Always remain positive no matter what happens,because everything that happens is all part of life! :)


    I'm also concerned about issued like global warming,ozone depletion,natural disasters,wars,riots,epidemisc,plagues, and things that are happening around the world! We should all play a part in helping and reading newspapers can help us get more knowledegeable instead of scoring A1 for every subject but knowing little about world issues I strongly believe that reading and watching television programmes can help us gain lots of knowledge!!! and I'm simply love watching wildlife and animals because they're so amazing and fascinating!!!


    Crazy & Obsessed with Singing,Music & English Songs.Turned 14 on 17/05/2009.Current Status: Single and Unavailable. I love singing and hopefully I can be a singer one day when I grow up. I love admiring beauty and looking at beautiful people and things! I may not have the greatest voice ever,but my passion for singing will never die! It's not about being a singer,it's about loving singing and always being passionate about it! Hopefully I can form a singing group of my own and sing our own songs! Do contact me if you love singing choir songs,English pop songs,jazz rock,anything! Oh,but do remember folks,I sing anything,but not death metal because it gives me headaches! And I love music,any kind of music,I just love Music with all my Heart. I'm BEST at CHOIR SINGING. <3 I LOVE being a SOPRANO ONE. And one day I wish to be a conductor,composer,singer,teacher, writer, photographer or a musician!

    Contact Me! if you've any inquiries :)




    Wish List

    Nokia 5530!!!!!!!
    iTouch!!!!
    That Golden Earpiece!!!!
    A pair of headphones
    More FBT shorts!!!
    Buy 2012 book (if there is)
    Watch Alvin & the Chipmunks 2!!
    Do well for Sec 3
    More Books
    More MONEY :D
    Vocal Lessons!!!!
    Buy Acoustic Guitar!!!
    Have Acoutic Guitar Lessons
    Have Piano Lessons
    Buy Grand Piano!!!
    Big Spongebob with Siewpeng
    SYF SILVER in 2011
    SYF GOLD/GWH in 2011
    LAUGH more Crazily!!!
    Make more People laugh!!!
    Join an External Choir
    Learn Piano & Guitar
    New Clothes ASAP!!!
    More SpongeBob Stuff
    Happiness & Bliss
    More Laughter
    More Smiles
    More Music
    Improve Writing Skills
    More Time For Reading
    More Time for TV
    More True Friends
    More Choir Scores
    Improve Vocals
    Better Singing
    Be a Soloist
    Be a Conductor
    Be a Composer
    Be a Singer
    Be a Musician
    Be a Good Vocalist
    To perform in Esplanade
    To perform Overseas
    To perform in VCH
    Go Overseas for Choir
    A United WGS Choir
    More English Songs
    More Choir Concerts
    More Choir Performances
    More Choir Songs
    Better Results!!!!
    Better Choir Experiences
    Lasting ♥ Friendships!!!
    Learn an Instrument
    More Movies
    More Perfumes
    More Videos
    More Horror/Comedy
    More Soft Toys
    Slim Down!!!!!!
    Grow Taller!!!!!!
    Clear Pimples!!!!!



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  • 15th Birthday
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